Hello rainy dayTABLORMI'm all in with a losing handTeachers called me RebelParents called me LostPastors called me DevilHad me kneelin' at the crossSince I was a young'unI was called names and bossed aroundBack to the wall so longCall me pain's poster childReligious home, times were differentThey told me I was giftedBut to unwrap my mind was wickedI was raised by guiltRaised by shameRaised by the rodBloody calves sacrificed in the name of their GodThey claimed it was loveFelt like heartbreak to meLater they'd say,"Baby all your scars are to teachand remind you, you can soar higher."What good's a bird's eye view when you're in a hunter's crossfire?Sometimes I wished I got crushed in the wombTurned to dust in the wombMy scent of youth, an ungodly perfumeNo wonder I've always hated the adults in the roomThe rainThe rain will fallAnd tomorrow may not comeBut maybe the tears will fallTo wash the pain awayI'm tryna stop the rainI know what it feel likeCan't run away from the painI feel like I'm goin insaneBad thoughts fillin' up my brainDemons swimmin' inside my veinsTwo seconds from fallin' into nothingCan't run away from the painI'm tryna stop the rainWhen I was a kidI was convinced that I was destined for the 27 clubI'm 29 sinkin' in the bathtubSippin' gin, lookin' for another clubAll the lost was a lustDust into dustStray after stable다시 덫 뒤에 덫And every night, I put my shadows onBut you know how much I hate my status quo"Be positive."I knowBut you gotta know my life is out of loveAll the lessons learned already, comin' out of trustKeep my mind steady but it's hard to readjustNothing stops time but the clock will turn to rustPain and rain, they still stay the sameGot me lookin for the exit just to entertainPain and rain, think I'm goin' insaneGotta turn off my phone tonightCan't run away from the painI feel like I'm goin insaneBad thoughts fillin' up my brainDemons swimmin' inside my veinsTwo seconds from fallin' into nothin'Can't run away from the painI'm tryna stop the rainI'm tryna stop the rainI'm tryna stop the rain